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Thursday, 27 August 2009

last day

Saying goodbye to my baby boy was one of the hardest things I have ever done in my life.
The two years that Braise was with our family will be cherished and remebered by us all.
My almost 7 year old daughter has had a hard time letting go of her big friend and I feel shes gained a maturity above and beyond what I had at such a young age. Her little sisters are talking about him like he's still here, so time will tell, but I hope they will remeber our boisterious boy.
My husband suprised me with his raw emotion over our loss. Since being pregnant, he has formed a close bond with Braisey, taking him out and about and playing rough and tumble games. I know hes so saddend also.
And lastly our dear old Pede who we intended to play big sister , but her role developed into much more of a mother figure in Braise's life. You can see in the photos how worried she was. Shes slept inside ever since we lost our boy and is close by to us all, all the time.
Ill update again when baby arrives, but for now all I can say is our home feels very small. xx


Anonymous said...

Aww Im Bawling my eyes out looking at pics of Braise, man hes looked so much like daddy nitro.
thinking of you guys, RIP Braise, we love you

Anonymous said...

O Braise what a beautiful boy you were.
You obviously did a great job of keeping your family happy!
I'm sorry we didn't get a chance to be blog friends. And I am really sorry for your family.

Mr Darcy

Anonymous said...

Oh no - thats horrible news. I'm so sad to read of this. Sorry guys. Beautiful boy......

Sacha said...

Just having found your blog, I'm so sorry for your loss of your beautiful boy.

An Arndane owner here too.