last day

Saying goodbye to my baby boy was one of the hardest things I have ever done in my life.
The two years that Braise was with our family will be cherished and remebered by us all.
My almost 7 year old daughter has had a hard time letting go of her big friend and I feel shes gained a maturity above and beyond what I had at such a young age. Her little sisters are talking about him like he's still here, so time will tell, but I hope they will remeber our boisterious boy.
My husband suprised me with his raw emotion over our loss. Since being pregnant, he has formed a close bond with Braisey, taking him out and about and playing rough and tumble games. I know hes so saddend also.
And lastly our dear old Pede who we intended to play big sister , but her role developed into much more of a mother figure in Braise's life. You can see in the photos how worried she was. Shes slept inside ever since we lost our boy and is close by to us all, all the time.
Ill update again when baby arrives, but for now all I can say is our home feels very small. xx